Dear diary, its been a while since I’ve written an entry. I’ve been mute, keeping my feelings hidden, even from you.  Self love and search for true happiness have been my goal, always coming up empty and unsatisfied. This constant battle with myself and coming to terms with what has, is and will happen to me is getting old and I am tired. I realized that I am more in control of when and what makes me happy. Everything is clear now.

“I have prayed many prayers asking for things to change. I have begged that my body change, that other people change, that jobs change, and that my lifestyle change. With each of these prayers brought me father away from the truth because they were coming from a place of resistance.

The truth is that life is what it is, and the judgements about things being good or bad are simply illusions. One day it dawned on me that what I needed wasn’t for things to changes, but for me to have abillity to see things (especially myself) CLEARLY.

The more clearly I see, the more I am able to see who I really am, and the life that wants to be lived through me. Seeing clearly has given me the courage to take the actual steps to live this life rather than continue to resist life and its natural course.

Be clear about what you are true beautiful and inifinite light. As you are clear about who you are, you can see other things clearly and accept them for exactly what they are and realize how beautiful it is.”

Beautifully written by Kali Shirley  http://www.soulistichealing.blogspot.com