Well its 2015, the beginning of the year to be exact and I’m bored. Usually I think of a bunch of things I’d like to accomplish, set incredibly high expectations and then feel like a failure around November when I realize that I fell short on some of my goals. For many years that kind of somber song played and played and now I’m just bored. I have zero interest in living the way I used to. I want to less planning and more living and enjoying the moment. I want to feel and smile at the present not over think about where I want or ought to be.

I also got my first lesson of the year a few days ago. The lesson is this “never model your life after someone else’s because you think they have their shit together and can do no wrong. Model your life of no one including the one you think you should be. Live life and do everything you can to be a decent human being. Focus on your own happiness and the love that surrounds you now. Nothing else matters.”

That’s all I have for now.